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Happy Birthday to me..
Happy Birthday to me..
Happy birthday, happy birthday,
Happy birthday to me..

Tama yan.. birthday ko ngaun..

waLa akong pera pang-handa.. pero ayos Lang..hindi naman sa ayaw ko gumastos, pero ayaw ko maghanda.. a few months ago, that would have been a very spLendid idea indeed.. but then.. now, however..it's not that..weLL.. appeaLing anymore..

i have my prayers, though.. i'm pLanning to go to church Later..maybe around 8am.. But i really don't have money..i hope i can get some from my mother..

i don't know how i wouLd spend this day.. i might as weLL stay in church for the whoLe day.. teLL Jesus about my Life.. how it's been for fifteen years, as far as i can teLL.. then maybe i can find a priest and confess, you know..

i just don't want to spend the day in the house..it wouLd not make the day extraordinary, at Least..

but what i wouLd Love most, and a gift i wouLd truLy appreciate, wouLd be to Lie Low for a whiLe..you know..i'd aLways want to forget my probLems,but i rather meet them even with the courage i mustered is not enough..because i know God is with me, and if i turn my back on these probLems.. i think they'd just doubLe by the time i Look on them again..so maybe what i meant by Lying Low is strength.. i don't know..or maybe some rest after facing the probLems..? hehe

weLL..

i have my friends..and i think they are the greatest gifts God has given me, and I owe Him much for that..

i thank God for never having abandoned me, on aLL those troubLed times I had..and i know He wiLL continue to guide me in this thing we caLL Life..and i know He wiLL never Leave me, and if i wouLd be so stupid to think He has Left me,i know that angeLs wouLd cLear my mind and Let me see Him.. you know..